Obsessive love (mania)

Obsessive love is not healthy and often involves jealousy and controlling behavior.

I am crazy in love with you. I can’t take my eyes off of you. Every day I dream of spending my life with and waking up laying next to you. You are the object of my deepest desire and my strongest need. If not for you I would not be alive today. You gave me a reason for living, a reason for being. It was you and only you that made my life complete. I can’t help the way I feel. I am out of control and head over heels for you.

When I write, I only want to write about you. When I watch a movie, it makes me want to be with you. Isn’t love supposed to be this way? Isn’t this what makes love complete? What’s wrong, am I scaring you? Are you afraid to be the object of my obsession?

I adore you. With every touch I want to explore you. I want to know what makes you tick and what turns you on. I study you and want to learn more about you. Where are your tender spots? I want to tickle you and caress you. I want you to feel for me like I feel for you.

But it doesn’t matter. I don’t care if you never bat an eye at me. You see, I will love you just the same, irrespective of your love for me. But I can be a jealous lover, a possessive lover, a man who wants you and only you. I have to check myself and constrain myself because just the thought of you with another tortures me and tears my heart asunder.

Imagine for a moment what it must be like to wake up in the morning, heartbroken and with bloodshot eyes, from crying all night and wishing for a lover’s embrace. All I want is you. I want to be with you and service you. I want to provide for you and satisfy you. I want to give you all I can give and much, much more. You are the one for me.

I am prone to obsessions and getting too carried away with things. There is a time in everyone’s life when they want something and someone even more that life. That is the way I feel about you. I would take a bullet for you and risk my life for you. You mean that much to me. You are that important to me. I can’t help it if I would rather die than live a day without you.

I caught the love bug in all its intensity. I can’t help it if my love for you does these things to me. All reason has left me. I hope you are the right one for me, because I am putty in your hands. You can take me and do what you want with me because I am obsessed with every part of you.

I love your eyes and your smile and the way you tip your head when you get up close to me. The sound of your voice sends shivers down my spine and excites me to no end. Deep admiration can only explain the way you make me feel. The way you walk and the way you talk captivates me. In my mind’s eye I see a beautiful goddess gliding down a winding path towards me. Can you see me now? I wait for you with open arms.

Please, come closer. Feel my passion and obsession. But be kind. Just because I would give you anything and because you mean so much to me, please don’t take advantage and do the wrong thing. Please don’t hurt me. It is within you power to reciprocate my love and be the special one for me just like you can dash my hopes to ground and kick me to the curb. You can walk away or come closer. Come bask in the glory of my obsession over you. Take me and my endless love for you. It is what it is. I am crazy in love with you.

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